autumnal

I feel autumnal. It is cold. I am a little tired. Weary. Scared at times. I feel blessed. I have a wonderful family. Sometimes you just worry. You try to control the things that you can. Like the prayer for AA. Control what you can, let go what you can't, and try to find the wisdom to know the difference.

Forgive me if I got that wrong. There are just times in life when you want to just ramble and spit your thoughts out. Times when you feel too much. When you don't feel enough. And I can't play piano. What? I can't play piano? I'm not crazy. This is just as close to relaxing as it gets for me at- times, and it seems like it would be nice just to sit down at a piano. Me I just sit here at a keyboard, and share some thoughts.

Autumnal. I like that word. I think its followed by equinox. Not sure what that means. I think there ingredients in Chinese food. I have to work this weekend. Dreading it. I hate call. Loathe call. Oh well. Glad to have a job. Pick your battles. Not your nose. Hey there's a title for the autobiography.

peace,