5 am

So it's 5 AM. Usually if I'm awake at this hour It's too pee. However my new job has me going to more nocturnal directions. I'm in a very awkward stage in my life. I'm trapped between hockey and football season. It's awkward I feel almost naked. I don't So much mind getting old It's the fat part That's irritating.  I actually went back and read older blog Writings I had done,  And I don't recognize the writer. So much passion verve energy And fire. Where did I go?  What's worse and more; Will I come back.